I will be there for u..forever n ever!

It was dark,she was all alone
I was scared for her amidst strangers she was & less she had known
She was innocent so I silently walked beside to save her 4m trouble
It was my hand holding her even before she could fumble
It was my shoulder on which she would lean when hard the days were,
Once, it was only my face what made her day be it a rough winter & summer.
I  heard her when she had everything & nothing to say,
I was the frd,the buddy who she could depend on all through her way
It was all well & it felt nothing could tear us apart,the best friends
Yes,best frds who walk together from the start to the very end


But, 1day she shook my confidence & left me dumb,
To my care & feelings she acted numb
Flowers lose their fragrance when they wither,I knew, I wasn't naive
But that day I realized they can also be crushed before they wither,yes alive
Like she insulted when she said " It's my life ...
Who asked you to walk along?I am grown & I know what's darkness & light 
Don't correct me,advice me, teach me; what's wrong & right.
And yes, I never asked you to handhold me
Or be the one to protect me,care for me or guide me
It's my life ..let me live it my way
I know better what to do.I don't care what you/others have to say
Like it or no this is me ..take it or leave it its ur choice " Leave me my way.


And that was the day I realized she was right all along
When did she ask me to be there for her? I concluded I should be around
Realized as we travel farther we lose sight the distance becomes long
People move ahead or are left behind & some succeed,some stray, some fall
It hurt but I trusted she does not need me & of course she knows it all
I moved away quietly but silently watched,waiting for a shout,a faint cal
I was quiet but wish she felt my loud silence & the hurt hurt
But I am ok She will someday Know my intentions &clear the mess, the dirt
That I just wanted to ensure the twinkle in her eyes always stayed 
And that smile on her face never ever fade


Nevertheless nothing will change from my side ever
I will be there for her forever and ever.

Till I feel Alright!

Till I feel Alright 
Yes, my eyes are wet,
 But there is nothing to fret.
 No reason,no complain,
 Its like a summer morning welcoming bold rains
Yes, even I always believed one can't be low without a reason
 Like there cannot be a clear sky with a moon & amp; sun
 But 2day for some reason I stand corrected
 Sometimes I myself don't understand when I go pink,blue & red
 I realize we sometimes just need to be and feel ourselves.
 Because its yourself that you are fooling and none else.
 So where was I ? oh yeah din't he ask me if I was lost
 I quickly made up and argued no not at all ... I am not
 He then asked if i am in a deep thought?
 I faked a smile and said no was just recollecting something I forgot
 Well, I am lying its obvious but I can't act better when I feel this way
 He guessed it right , yes today i am gay
 But is it not ok if I don't want to talk?
 Care to leave me alone if i want to take a lone walk?
 Don't ask me again what's wrong ?
 I want to get back home before its long
 Till then I want darkness all through my way
 I promise I will be ok with the sun's first ray
 If u allow me to hug my pillow tight
 And let me cry today...Till I feel alright!