I want no differences & distances between you and mee!

I am lone in crowd ,
I am silent and loud.
Haven't felt this way in long,
You are neither around nor along.
Music has turned noise,
Silence has become my voice.
It was never this way before,
The distance is only becoming more.
It was never a struggle before to talk,
Everything was special even a silent walk.
Nothing has changed really, we just don't seem to show,
But some thing doesnot feel ok I am sure you know.
we can't let this wither.
And you don't like this either,
It's neither a battle nor a lone game,
There is no winning/losing and no place for blame.
Trying hard to leave you complete and glad,
Our emotions aren't different,its woven be it happy or sad.
There seem to be clouds all through the way & lotta pain,
But hope soon it will disappear and it will be clear sky again.
For now, I Sure know that the view is blurred
And I'am awaiting that we both understand & feel heard!
There is nothing more important than Thee!
I want no differences & distances between you and mee!
U and I just needs to become us and wee

Coz there can't be differences & distances between you and mee!

The Known Unknown!

I was walking on a deserted road all alone,
And suddenly my foot hit a stone.
I tripped n fell,I was hurt d wound was deep n wasn't yet clean,
I couldn stand but i needed 2 walk as i was in d tween.
I got up n started walking wit d wounded feet,
N only den I realised,I was not alone on d street.
With me sm1 was walking d same road,
which I thought only I followed.
The journey turned interesting,
When I saw sm1 was der 4 me wit a fling.(arms spread)
Everytime i was tired n said I cant walk anymore,
He would show me where I was before.
He would say u hv made it so far c'mon walk some more,
Everytime I lost my courage, my strength.
He would remind me wat d destiny meant,
N how important it is 2 get going.
N I don no y I silently followed d path he was showing.
often I found it really difficult 2 walk,
Each time he would push me wit his encoraging talk,
He did everything but Never let me stop,
He accelerated my hope everytime it would drop.
Everytime I was in pain n I broke down,
He reassured again,Pampered n never let me frown.
He never let tears stay in my eyes,
He was always by my side with words very wise.
Everytime I found smthing was impossible,
He tweaked dat unforseen impossible thought into possible.
Whenever I stretched my hands in need,
He was der in my reach witout any selfish reasons n greed.
He did all this not jus coz he had fallen in love wit me,
But coz he trusted in me more than myself,coz he belived in me.
He knew I Could face d testing times n walk d worst road,
I just needed a little encouragement n he proved.
Love,Patience,confidence could cause miracles in world,
It has d power 2 make d toughest days roll.
N tat stranger is no more a stranger he is more than a frd,
He is among those few who i want 2 hold on till d end.
With him now I want to cross every road every bend
Thanks so much for being der!
when nothing looked ok and I lost myself you made a promise forever
Saying no matter what happens you wil be there 4 ever and ever!

Without you ...I learnt things the hard way!

                                                                                Without you ...I learnt things the hard way!









Every happiness looked small
Even success felt like a great fall
Don't know why eyes were heavy that day
They kept searching for you all through the way
I was dejected and lost in the crowd
I cried sometimes quietly ,sometimes loud
But it made no difference, it never reached your ears
I still searched for you amidst troubles & fears
And still you weren't around

Oh but I did not stop
There was no time to sulk and sob
And as I walked on my way I found
Success in the little-big things I did
I was least expecting it. All I know is yes I hid
From myself and the world
Shed no tear before anyone, uttered no word
I was all by myself, yes on my own,all by myself
But 2day my eyes forsake me. I just couldn't help
I tried to gather myself by telling myself 'smile you finally lived your dream,
Go celebrate,make some noise,go 4 a Long drive.Buy yourself your favorite Ice cream
And my heart whispered 'Don't fool yourself, its ok if you want to cry'
Get up and walk again.You need to be more strong ...come on give it another try
Just like new flowers bloom and old fall of from trees
People come and people go. And all we are left with are memories
So what if you have lost sight of a loved one ...life does not stop
Life is too short to miss any moment of joy and even shorter to stop and sob!
Life goes on and it really does. Live every moment like its the last one
Go by your heart sometimes get stupid and live like you have no fears really none!

Tears have dried and I have learnt to handle myself. I am glad today
I have learnt things which I never possibly could have learnt. Believe me when I say
Yes, Without you ...I learnt things the hard way!

What's Love?

What’s love?


A boy asked a girl out!
But he was still in doubt.
He told her " I don’t know what love is..
But I want to spend my life with you" & gave a gentle kiss.
he said "U know how I feel,what I like & dislike about U, none of this is new,
But I still don’t know If I love you? May be I really like you.
Confused girl asked "Then what about the time when together we had been?
If Is not in love then why spend life with me?What did you actually mean?"
He asked, "Can U tell me what's love & bring this confusion 2end?"
& This is how she explained!

"For a while forget I am that girl
now I am just ur frd and she moved closer with a swirl
When you laugh with her on the silliest of jokes,
You fight for her with your friends,your folks.
You get worked up when she is hurt,
You are dejected when she does not notice your new shirt.
It irritates you when she does not care for herself and ends up unwell,
When d thought of spending life wit some1 else scares u like..Oh hell.
u spring up from the bed, wen u see her go off with some1 else in the dream!
you think of her and smile, wen u see a kid spill ice cream!
U find reasons to be around;crave to spend time with her,
Talk about ur today & tomorrow.How U would want to make it better.

You ask yourself ... but when and how it all got started?
When you began to have sleepless nights rolling clueless on the bed.
When you started dreaming about her all day all night,
When a phone call/msg from her made your eyes go all bright.
When you found her innocent sometimes stupid to not get the tips,
When you started noticing her closer from her cheeks to lips:P
When you grabbed every opportunity to be around,
When you made the shortest distance long,drove her round & round.

When you loved to hear her go on and on.
Don’t know why U loved everything about her;laugh,smile & the frown.
The unconscious touch some intimate conversations,
Some nasty fights,sometimes the irritations.
Those times when you gave up without any fault,
U told urself forget her & move on but U still paused took a. halt.

And then one day you decide to leave all fears behind,
open up your heart & speak your mind.
and you've left her zapped,touched her innocence,
She is trying hard to speak! but you sure will understood her silence

Hope you've got ur answer!

LOL.Sweetheart now its your turn to discover wat's love?
and if you still state that you don’t know if its love?
Then Phew ...get it now ! that love is pleasure sometimes love is pain?
I have to leave now! And I can't describe it better.How i wish love was simpler to explain!

Yes, how I wish love was simpler to explain...

Room No 34

This one is dedicated to my MBA Batchmates the only way i could capture the 2 years spent together. Read on (This is the censored version had to do to save my ass :P)

Room no 34

Our very own benches,our very own class
Room No. 34 is no more ours
No more attendance watch, no more late comings
No more teenage crushes, no more flings
No more projects, no more notes
No more deadlines , no more (A)Jokes
No more mobiles hidden in silent mode
No more addressing teachers by secret code

..oh yeah like each of u I wish this moment I could hold
And not let it pass but as it does my blood runs cold
The conflicts, the comments,the long lecture hours
Those leg pulling sessions,mean looks and cold wars
The Shhhhhhhh n back benchers's never ending fight
Those lectures from Parents,teachers,peers taken lite
Those awards won & lost,d cheering,d celebration,victory dance in a line
Those desperate attempts to score the maximum each time
The Coorg Trip remember what fun & our famous Tatha Hunt
Jaikumar and his supposedly attempt at Dance oops watta stunt
D way we bundled up together 25 girls in one room to watch GRUDGE
The Party,madness,fun n soooo much


I will miss ..

Aishwarya's non-stop long msgs with "DO NOT REPLY" ..lol
Ekta's definition of MBA in this college "HELL"
Haranitha's cute TUMMY (mommy to be)
Canteen the samosa channa,sambhar rice n all ..ummm yummy
Dimple's Orkut Ooops Dhoni updates
Vaishnavi & I (Barkha) 4eva LATE
Krithika's super cool Wikipedia Brains
Sindhu,lady u freaked the hell outta me in the train

Kalpana, Farah & Grp's placement talk
Deepa ur unfulfilled desire of joining our group in d Corporate walk
Sai Santhya, u were really missed in your absence
And Megha forever silent we were never made to feel ur presence
Neera & Krinal's fevicol bond
Kavya n Archana but none can beat u,urs was a little more strong
Priyanka !!! Our chota packet bada dhamaka
Priyanka Chordia & her sneeze Hahaha (Earthquake )
Savita's less known intelligence
Puja the girl with deceiving looks and innocence
Cynthia's group & their colloquium fevers
Sheetu!!!my sweetiepie,our hugs,talks,projects,fights & best times in last 5yrs
Nivi our never ending nonsensical mokkai fights
Abhinaya ur smile so bright

Swathi ur witty looks and Desi touch
Depika Tyagi man how can u keep thinking soooo much?
Sneh ur pretty face
Navita's loud & vociferous talks ..Man wat pace?
Vardhini & DP ur last bench TP
Kala & Sindhuja 4 ever sleepy
Fomra another sleeping beauty
Priyanka Mehta Kabhi Sanskaar channel toh kabhi Ftv
Padma's wait for the weekends we all knw why :P
Shubha ur ever swaying body what gives u those kicks?
Velmathi, Maya, Hema the studious CHICS
Sumiko & Ramya our ever ready photographers even now clicking pics lolz

Words are less and these lines are few
to tell how much i will miss each of u
4 d names not mentioned here, I apologize I have not forgotten any of u
All i can say is I am gonna miss each of u
Everything from my class my table my place
These 2 years these unforgettable days

Love you all- Barkha

For my 3 best buddies will miss ya 3 more than everything ...There is no farewell for us right? So Bums we better stick on forever :)love u loads. Thx for making my last 2 years so beautiful mwaaaaaaaaaaah n We rock!

Left , Right,Left...

This one is on Soldiers written when I was in class 9th ... Just found this in one of my old books and thought I will put it up..Nice to see how I have matured as a poet!

Some say, some do , some die,
Saluting the brave soldiers ain't I?
A mighty march to serve their mother
When one dies comes forward another.

Leaving behind the young and the old
These iron men appear too bold

Their courage,sacrifice & passion can never fade
Life so precious they offer with pride in a parade


When we burst crackers they fire
When our eyes twinkle theirs Splutter
When we sprinkle colors they pour out blood
When we celebrate new year they count the dead


Salute to the mother who is sending her son to the battleground?
The wife who has married him not knowing how long he will be around?
The little kid who has given dad a list of what to get along when he is back
Buddies who wait for him to narrate over a toast the stories of enemies attack


Worth more than a salute, a medal and then a forever forgotten story

They all deserve a special place in the books of history.
We are all born to live life and one fine day die
But not all see death like they do in the eye

For a fearless,unselfish service that you provide God bless you.
May death turn its route and enemies fear you
All hearts you have swept
Marching all through left, right, left...

Welcome to my blog...Emotions Redefined!

"And the story will unfold!"

Look for it gently, yes beneath my pillowcase,
secretly hidden and guarded with love,
Is perched a diary, don’t handle with haste,
Filled with dreams as pure as dove.

Alongside those dreams bold,
There is a story new.
Envisaged with fervor, written in gold.
A story rare, a dream dreamt by few.

Questions are being raised, I agree things are unclear,
But yet there is still no looking back , there is no fear.
And I know in the end , I will conquer.
This is something to myself, I swear.

When the winds will be stronger
And the spirit will be bold
Inside a marble tower
My dream will turn true, the story will unfold

All the pale stars will trail behind,
A long forgotten lane.
The ones who doubted my dreams will be zapped.
And then all efforts to stop me will be go vain.

That day the trees will appear unusually green
The rain will be more soothing
Blissful will be the scene
The birds will chirp and sing
Beautiful will be the day
And the sun will shine brighter
I hear a whisper “The day is on its way”

Inside a marble tower, my story will unfold.
Envisaged with fervor, written in gold.

Randomn thoughts !

Sometimes there is no valid justification and there is no logic and yet there is so much logic , justification and its simply Valid ..Confused ? Sometimes its justified coz u simply want to do it and then nothing else matters and nothing should really matter.