Till I feel Alright!

Till I feel Alright 
Yes, my eyes are wet,
 But there is nothing to fret.
 No reason,no complain,
 Its like a summer morning welcoming bold rains
Yes, even I always believed one can't be low without a reason
 Like there cannot be a clear sky with a moon & amp; sun
 But 2day for some reason I stand corrected
 Sometimes I myself don't understand when I go pink,blue & red
 I realize we sometimes just need to be and feel ourselves.
 Because its yourself that you are fooling and none else.
 So where was I ? oh yeah din't he ask me if I was lost
 I quickly made up and argued no not at all ... I am not
 He then asked if i am in a deep thought?
 I faked a smile and said no was just recollecting something I forgot
 Well, I am lying its obvious but I can't act better when I feel this way
 He guessed it right , yes today i am gay
 But is it not ok if I don't want to talk?
 Care to leave me alone if i want to take a lone walk?
 Don't ask me again what's wrong ?
 I want to get back home before its long
 Till then I want darkness all through my way
 I promise I will be ok with the sun's first ray
 If u allow me to hug my pillow tight
 And let me cry today...Till I feel alright!