Have you ever given it a thought
Or whatever your loved one said you simply bought?
A lot of things they would have said
But if only between the lines you had read.
If you had tried to delve deeper,
You would have seen things the way they failed to appear.
Coz behind every nothing there is actually a lot.
May be you failed to understand the hidden thought.
Behind every I dont care der was so much concern
May be you never realised, atleast once they expected you to turn
By every leave me alone,
They meant don ever go u r mine the only one.
By every I hate you they tried to tell you
I can never love anyone the way I love u.
By every I don't need you,
They meant I breathe only when I see u.
By every "I am OK" after a pause too long,
They meant I wish I could tell you whats really wrong.
By every "it happens I understand" they actually asked you,
How on earth could you ?
Think about it and tel me if you can? that it's not true
By every bye they silently said like the drizzle before rain
I cant wait til i will see you again
There is no oxford to understand these simple words
But the ones who still do so almost win 2 worlds
I just meant to say its the end
But I actually meant, we shall meet someday at some bend!
Thursday, February 19, 2009
The Proposal - I love you!
This is a poem written from a boy's perspective capturing the dilemma,pressure and confusion he goes through for a simple proposal..Did I just say simple well then read on...
Today I am going to tell you
Something which has been for long due
Unsure what stopped me for so long from letting you know
Cliche but every time I see you my blood pressure is at all time low
Don't remember from when I have been spending sleepless nights,
Trying out all the clothes in my wardrobe from the wisteria's to whites!
I bought a new sports one after the black leather shoe,
And I m still confused which one you would like the black or blue
My best buddies stayed over last night, we scripted what I must say & how
Phew.. a million retakes they asked me to look into the eye & take a bow
I was stammering, none of us were sure which way was the best
They finally left and when I was about to sleep and take some rest
I looked around and found the room to be in a total mess
I practiced in front of the mirror but the fear was no less
However I moved on to the next
Where should I take you? which place would be the best?
Should I arrange for a candle lit dinner with violins and roses?
I guess thats the way in movies a confident & romantic guy proposes?
Puzzled should I call u sweetheart,honey,baby what should I say?
Should I try it in the round about way?
Will you like it if I kiss your palms & complement gorgeous?
Will try to appear cool even when I 'm freaking nervous?
Should I add I cant live without you?
The day I first saw you I knew
You are the one about whom every night I dream
You are the queen of my realm
Should I say every wish of yours I will fulfill
Never let a tear drop from ur eye every worry every sorrow I will kill
Will buy you all the happiness all the riches in the world
Will move mountains, buy u d stars and moon if u say a word
Or should I say I love you like mad and love u like crazy
I want to be your slave baby
Laughs... everything I jus said is true
I was and I was yet not trying to impress you
Was wondering if you will understand what I mean?
If I simply say I love you without adding sheen?
With just a heart true, feelings pure and intentions clean?
Will you understand what I mean?
Today I am going to tell you
Something which has been for long due
Unsure what stopped me for so long from letting you know
Cliche but every time I see you my blood pressure is at all time low
Don't remember from when I have been spending sleepless nights,
Trying out all the clothes in my wardrobe from the wisteria's to whites!
I bought a new sports one after the black leather shoe,
And I m still confused which one you would like the black or blue
My best buddies stayed over last night, we scripted what I must say & how
Phew.. a million retakes they asked me to look into the eye & take a bow
I was stammering, none of us were sure which way was the best
They finally left and when I was about to sleep and take some rest
I looked around and found the room to be in a total mess
I practiced in front of the mirror but the fear was no less
However I moved on to the next
Where should I take you? which place would be the best?
Should I arrange for a candle lit dinner with violins and roses?
I guess thats the way in movies a confident & romantic guy proposes?
Puzzled should I call u sweetheart,honey,baby what should I say?
Should I try it in the round about way?
Will you like it if I kiss your palms & complement gorgeous?
Will try to appear cool even when I 'm freaking nervous?
Should I add I cant live without you?
The day I first saw you I knew
You are the one about whom every night I dream
You are the queen of my realm
Should I say every wish of yours I will fulfill
Never let a tear drop from ur eye every worry every sorrow I will kill
Will buy you all the happiness all the riches in the world
Will move mountains, buy u d stars and moon if u say a word
Or should I say I love you like mad and love u like crazy
I want to be your slave baby
Laughs... everything I jus said is true
I was and I was yet not trying to impress you
Was wondering if you will understand what I mean?
If I simply say I love you without adding sheen?
With just a heart true, feelings pure and intentions clean?
Will you understand what I mean?
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Silent Thoughts
1)To want a good friend you must first be one.
21)Silence is the only thing which has the power of doing the two opposite's perfectly soothing and disturbing
3)If the sky was not already blue I would have painted it for you!!!
4)Friends are the most easy and most difficult ones to find. Think about it.
5)love is not about trusting blindly its about trusting even when everything indicates something else
21)Silence is the only thing which has the power of doing the two opposite's perfectly soothing and disturbing
3)If the sky was not already blue I would have painted it for you!!!
4)Friends are the most easy and most difficult ones to find. Think about it.
5)love is not about trusting blindly its about trusting even when everything indicates something else
Monday, February 9, 2009
Friends ...With them around even noise is music!
Friend if I say I know everything about you
There will be no fun in exploring the less known you
If I were to tell I know you less
Even a stranger shall guess
That it’s a poorly whispered lie
My partner in low and high
Seems like known you 4 long
And still greedy wish forever these strings throng
To play music like none has ever thought of n none has ever heard
Neither up here nor in d third world n I shall personally weave every word
The times spent together d memories are relation brings 2 me
Are silly, funny, naughty and cute undoubtedly precious just like you and me
Not that we have never fought, had no ego clashes or any unpleasant argument
But even you know and I that it was the least we ever meant
Have laughed, cried, fought dried my tears being wit you
Moments when u were silent, you seldom knew
I was mutely listening to the unspoken in the making to comfort you
When the confusion in your heart begins to grow
Anytime in life u feel u gonna screw don throw
Just walk along whether tides are high or low
Even if u scuffle just walk, I will make sure u never grope
If the darkness scares, u don’t know where to look for hope
I will be there to show you the path. Your hand I will hold
Sometimes to push you forward, Irritate u and sometimes to scold
And sometimes to pamper. I can’t promise that I will never hurt
But I promise to be there for you beyond reasons and seasons sweetheart
today with me a promise you will make that we will never part
We 'll be the same that we were till the end and from the start
Even if things screw up remember we fill fight, speak out and complain
But we shall be there together in sunshine and rain
Even if you wish to go away you little moron remember something
We are not even half way it is yet just the beginning.
It’s just the beginning…
Sunday, February 8, 2009
Those were the Best Days of our Life!
I started thinking on my way
About my school about the very first day
I still remember how a 3yr old child wept
Into a new atmosphere when he crept
Laughing and playing a good 14years rolled
And today it’s the end everything around seemed to have come to a hold
Tears trickled down my cheek
I am so lost and broken things seem bleak
I could hear my heart cry and say
I will miss those annual exams and the long holidays every April-May
Those long lectures and those silly pranks
The wait for the lunch break, answer papers and ranks
Nick naming teachers my lovely uniform
Walking the campus with my best pals arm in arm
Those games that we played and then lost and fought
Those little celebrations,silly disputes everything seems silly now & yet not
Those Tiffin boxes emptied before lunch
We were choosy in making friends. Making new frds was decision of the bunch
When treat meant the hot Samosa’s in the canteen for which we would drool
We wished for bad weather, for teachers to be unwell and acted to miss school
Those were undoubtedly breathtaking days
We are gonnna miss our childhood buddies our class our table our place
Some treasured memories… Indeed Life’s best phase
This is all that clicks when it’s time to chase
Some new dreams and some new pals at this hair-pin bend
and now this chapter reads just two words “THE End”
At this threshold suddenly even the teacher I hated the most
Started appearing sweet who otherwise appeared like a scary ghost
Yes it’s hard to leave behind you all
Who will lift us when we fall?
Who will pamper us and who will scold?
The way you have loved and the way you have mould
We promise No matter how far we go how great we become
We will remain the same for you when ever we come
Finally, Words are less and pages are few
To tell each of you how much We are gonna miss you :(
About my school about the very first day
I still remember how a 3yr old child wept
Into a new atmosphere when he crept
Laughing and playing a good 14years rolled
And today it’s the end everything around seemed to have come to a hold
Tears trickled down my cheek
I am so lost and broken things seem bleak
I could hear my heart cry and say
I will miss those annual exams and the long holidays every April-May
Those long lectures and those silly pranks
The wait for the lunch break, answer papers and ranks
Nick naming teachers my lovely uniform
Walking the campus with my best pals arm in arm
Those games that we played and then lost and fought
Those little celebrations,silly disputes everything seems silly now & yet not
Those Tiffin boxes emptied before lunch
We were choosy in making friends. Making new frds was decision of the bunch
When treat meant the hot Samosa’s in the canteen for which we would drool
We wished for bad weather, for teachers to be unwell and acted to miss school
Those were undoubtedly breathtaking days
We are gonnna miss our childhood buddies our class our table our place
Some treasured memories… Indeed Life’s best phase
This is all that clicks when it’s time to chase
Some new dreams and some new pals at this hair-pin bend
and now this chapter reads just two words “THE End”
At this threshold suddenly even the teacher I hated the most
Started appearing sweet who otherwise appeared like a scary ghost
Yes it’s hard to leave behind you all
Who will lift us when we fall?
Who will pamper us and who will scold?
The way you have loved and the way you have mould
We promise No matter how far we go how great we become
We will remain the same for you when ever we come
Finally, Words are less and pages are few
To tell each of you how much We are gonna miss you :(
I m quiet and I m not...
Life is rude in more than just one way
Your words are everything but soothing nothing really left to say
Should I blame you or take a second look at myself?
With every passing day the confusion mounts can someone help?
You yes you I m talking to you listen to me you got to answer me today
Do you even realize I care for you? I m a human not a piece of clay
There are hopes, wishes and worries ….a heart beats even in me
But the moments you realize, it is equal to the letters between A n B
How do you expect me to listen when you talk?
When you listen to me and still never do like a piece of rock
Every time you defend you expect me to buy it.
But when I do it sounds like a justification a piece of made up shit
Why when the mistake is yours ….you beseech to be forgiven
But when it’s me, the decision always biased never even
Why do you always want to have the last word?
I never even have a faint word, why is my agony my shouting silence unheard?
Why in sorrow and in deep pain you expect me to be the same?
I m more than sure if I try the same on you at once you will blame
Even I wish to scream, complain, accuse, raise fingers and justify
But I never get the honour of doing what you do tell me why?
Like you after doing all of this even I wish to say “come on forgive and forget”
If only I knew to be like you I would have never had to fret I bet
You will never realize may be in no way never at all
Every sting , every pain you have given, every event shall appear small
Still I hope someday you will realize I m not an old bit of showpiece on your shelf
To hurt me, ignore me and to gift dirt….give me nothing more than I deserve and let me be myself
Your words are everything but soothing nothing really left to say
Should I blame you or take a second look at myself?
With every passing day the confusion mounts can someone help?
You yes you I m talking to you listen to me you got to answer me today
Do you even realize I care for you? I m a human not a piece of clay
There are hopes, wishes and worries ….a heart beats even in me
But the moments you realize, it is equal to the letters between A n B
How do you expect me to listen when you talk?
When you listen to me and still never do like a piece of rock
Every time you defend you expect me to buy it.
But when I do it sounds like a justification a piece of made up shit
Why when the mistake is yours ….you beseech to be forgiven
But when it’s me, the decision always biased never even
Why do you always want to have the last word?
I never even have a faint word, why is my agony my shouting silence unheard?
Why in sorrow and in deep pain you expect me to be the same?
I m more than sure if I try the same on you at once you will blame
Even I wish to scream, complain, accuse, raise fingers and justify
But I never get the honour of doing what you do tell me why?
Like you after doing all of this even I wish to say “come on forgive and forget”
If only I knew to be like you I would have never had to fret I bet
You will never realize may be in no way never at all
Every sting , every pain you have given, every event shall appear small
Still I hope someday you will realize I m not an old bit of showpiece on your shelf
To hurt me, ignore me and to gift dirt….give me nothing more than I deserve and let me be myself
Mee...
I love candy and I love cream,
Any animal I see I ll freak and scream.
Love to be occupied and love to work,
When I m down shopping/writing serve as perk.
Will be extremely sweet if you are good,
Will reciprocate if you are rude.
Simple things matter to me,
Happiness is what in them I see.
For the ones I love I'll always be there,
Once loved and cared 4ever i will care.
Love darkness and love rain,
At times I m sensible n at times inane.
I am nice and I am naughty,
I love noodles and I love frooti.
Lick the melted chocolate while others relish a frozen bar.
I love the people whom I love simply for what they are.
Poor at remembering important dates and names.
Hate gadgets.Scared of water,heights and flames.
and Yeah Wats on my mind is on my lips,
Family and frds are my essential chips.
Difficult to stop me when I begin to talk,
Wen it comes 2 bullying all say I rock.
Only few can cheer me wen I frown,
Its difficult to make out wen I m down.
I m crazy,sometimes kiddish sometimes mature.Yes, I think a lot
Don ever ask me how,why and wat,
Hmmm what more ? Oh yeah I dream big and I am sure of living them.
That's all and not all about mee. Yes I do have flaws and i no a hunderd and ten
But If i change where wil d fun be
So i m myself and i m jus MEE...
And If you dont like all of this so be it :) Just Do not try to change me:)
Any animal I see I ll freak and scream.
Love to be occupied and love to work,
When I m down shopping/writing serve as perk.
Will be extremely sweet if you are good,
Will reciprocate if you are rude.
Simple things matter to me,
Happiness is what in them I see.
For the ones I love I'll always be there,
Once loved and cared 4ever i will care.
Love darkness and love rain,
At times I m sensible n at times inane.
I am nice and I am naughty,
I love noodles and I love frooti.
Lick the melted chocolate while others relish a frozen bar.
I love the people whom I love simply for what they are.
Poor at remembering important dates and names.
Hate gadgets.Scared of water,heights and flames.
and Yeah Wats on my mind is on my lips,
Family and frds are my essential chips.
Difficult to stop me when I begin to talk,
Wen it comes 2 bullying all say I rock.
Only few can cheer me wen I frown,
Its difficult to make out wen I m down.
I m crazy,sometimes kiddish sometimes mature.Yes, I think a lot
Don ever ask me how,why and wat,
Hmmm what more ? Oh yeah I dream big and I am sure of living them.
That's all and not all about mee. Yes I do have flaws and i no a hunderd and ten
But If i change where wil d fun be
So i m myself and i m jus MEE...
And If you dont like all of this so be it :) Just Do not try to change me:)
Sis I admit today
There are some relations in life which god chooses we don’t choose
And I m glad you r one among those who I never wanna lose
Together we have laughed, freaked, cribbed and fought
Every argument lost to you was never actually lost
The one, who knows my deepest secrets, listens to my silly talks till the very end
I know I cannot equal you but I promise to be there 4 u @ every bend
I know u hate it when my clothes, my books are in total mess
But when I m upset you are the one who can easily guess
Sometimes when you are lost, depressed and break down
I wish to bring back your smile and act like a clown
So what if you are horrible @ singing
And sound like a 100 donkeys r braying
Laughs … so what if u kick d hell out of me on the bed
Now let me add 1 more b4 u turn red
U also happen 2 irritate me with you are never ending talks on d phone
But sis remember u r still my sweetheart and till I am there u will never be alone
Life is a blessing, indeed it’s true
When it is filled with people so special like u
How much u mean to me u have no clue
You are the one who turns my black days blue
Let the world come crashing and people doubt u
Remember still I will…….Yes I will love u…….
Love Baby
And I m glad you r one among those who I never wanna lose
Together we have laughed, freaked, cribbed and fought
Every argument lost to you was never actually lost
The one, who knows my deepest secrets, listens to my silly talks till the very end
I know I cannot equal you but I promise to be there 4 u @ every bend
I know u hate it when my clothes, my books are in total mess
But when I m upset you are the one who can easily guess
Sometimes when you are lost, depressed and break down
I wish to bring back your smile and act like a clown
So what if you are horrible @ singing
And sound like a 100 donkeys r braying
Laughs … so what if u kick d hell out of me on the bed
Now let me add 1 more b4 u turn red
U also happen 2 irritate me with you are never ending talks on d phone
But sis remember u r still my sweetheart and till I am there u will never be alone
Life is a blessing, indeed it’s true
When it is filled with people so special like u
How much u mean to me u have no clue
You are the one who turns my black days blue
Let the world come crashing and people doubt u
Remember still I will…….Yes I will love u…….
Love Baby
when I was I
There was once a time when I was I
When my dreams were limited to mom, dad, chocolates and blue sky
With bruised knees I learnt to run
Jealousy, diplomacy, and deceit I knew none
When dad was my hero and when mom appeared like cruella
And I was there little 1 who grew hearing Twinkle Twinkle n Cinderella
Sometimes I wish I had never grown
What responsibilities are what if I had never known?
It’s still so fresh ……yes the little me
Who would fuss to learn from A to Zee
With a dirty dress full of mud and grease
When books were haunting spirits and games would please
I would enter home and mama would scream
On her face I could see all colors red, blue, green…
Life then seemed like a fairytale
Darkness and mom’s absence would turn me pale
I m no more a kid mommy daddy say…
Then why do they monitor me from April to May???
I know I have grown and I m now older than a teen
I m not saying so because I no more have Barbie‘s and pooh on ma jean…
But because no more does mama feed with her hands
I do not ask her permission when I cross restricted lands
No more stories when I hit the bed
No more does she understand the said and unsaid
No more pastries, candies and sweet talks
When I cry now even mama mocks
No more kisses and I don’t remember the last time she hugged
Now she asks a million questions and I get bugged
Oh yeah I have grown but deep inside I m still a child
But a lot smarter coz from mom dad there is lots that I hide
Then for every small thing I used to bring the roof down
Now when I sit back and think I feel like a clown.
Yeah things were different was when I was I
Yes, When my dreams were limited to mom, dad, chocolates and blue sky.
When my dreams were limited to mom, dad, chocolates and blue sky
With bruised knees I learnt to run
Jealousy, diplomacy, and deceit I knew none
When dad was my hero and when mom appeared like cruella
And I was there little 1 who grew hearing Twinkle Twinkle n Cinderella
Sometimes I wish I had never grown
What responsibilities are what if I had never known?
It’s still so fresh ……yes the little me
Who would fuss to learn from A to Zee
With a dirty dress full of mud and grease
When books were haunting spirits and games would please
I would enter home and mama would scream
On her face I could see all colors red, blue, green…
Life then seemed like a fairytale
Darkness and mom’s absence would turn me pale
I m no more a kid mommy daddy say…
Then why do they monitor me from April to May???
I know I have grown and I m now older than a teen
I m not saying so because I no more have Barbie‘s and pooh on ma jean…
But because no more does mama feed with her hands
I do not ask her permission when I cross restricted lands
No more stories when I hit the bed
No more does she understand the said and unsaid
No more pastries, candies and sweet talks
When I cry now even mama mocks
No more kisses and I don’t remember the last time she hugged
Now she asks a million questions and I get bugged
Oh yeah I have grown but deep inside I m still a child
But a lot smarter coz from mom dad there is lots that I hide
Then for every small thing I used to bring the roof down
Now when I sit back and think I feel like a clown.
Yeah things were different was when I was I
Yes, When my dreams were limited to mom, dad, chocolates and blue sky.
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