Sunday, February 8, 2009

I m quiet and I m not...

Life is rude in more than just one way
Your words are everything but soothing nothing really left to say
Should I blame you or take a second look at myself?
With every passing day the confusion mounts can someone help?

You yes you I m talking to you listen to me you got to answer me today
Do you even realize I care for you? I m a human not a piece of clay
There are hopes, wishes and worries ….a heart beats even in me
But the moments you realize, it is equal to the letters between A n B

How do you expect me to listen when you talk?
When you listen to me and still never do like a piece of rock
Every time you defend you expect me to buy it.
But when I do it sounds like a justification a piece of made up shit

Why when the mistake is yours ….you beseech to be forgiven
But when it’s me, the decision always biased never even
Why do you always want to have the last word?
I never even have a faint word, why is my agony my shouting silence unheard?

Why in sorrow and in deep pain you expect me to be the same?
I m more than sure if I try the same on you at once you will blame
Even I wish to scream, complain, accuse, raise fingers and justify
But I never get the honour of doing what you do tell me why?

Like you after doing all of this even I wish to say “come on forgive and forget”
If only I knew to be like you I would have never had to fret I bet
You will never realize may be in no way never at all
Every sting , every pain you have given, every event shall appear small

Still I hope someday you will realize I m not an old bit of showpiece on your shelf
To hurt me, ignore me and to gift dirt….give me nothing more than I deserve and let me be myself

6 comments:

  1. i kno for wht u wrote this poem .. as i said earlier jus give it to tht person to whom u wrote it .. out of doubt that person will realize !!

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  2. lol its actually not just for my brother but i guess it was that bad week and i was irritated with everyone around and what better way than to write a poem ????..

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  3. Oye wats all dis.. can some1 tell me who dis is for??? N I obviously wan2 clarify whom that person is.. N if its meant for some1 in particular, plz send that person this poem - I dnt think feelings can be expressed in a better way than this...

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  4. lol thanks and pooh it doesn matter 4 who it was written it actually applies to any1 and every1 who has hurt

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  5. ur thoughts juz flow lik a river..on n on..i felt the same when i was let down by my sis recently..n one of my frend..but itz very tricky situation whn we hav to accept the person n his apology for the same...

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  6. @ Ashish Bhaiya - Hmmm :) fighting and making up is ok as far as its not taken for granted:)

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